I can't and never will be able to understand Photoshop. Boo.

Stan got Linkin Park Live In Texas for mee. Thanksss.

Had those little bestfriend talks with Steph yesterday. Haven't had those in quite some time. Well she helped me with certain stuff that I'm still traumatised[sp?] with. And I helped her with something else. But I still can't get him out of my head. It isn't as bad. I forget abt him oncein a while. But...I dunno. I don't think I can really get over him. Oh well. Heck.

I screwed up my very first album on imagestation. bleh. But oh well. Check it out.

Happy cny my dahlingggs. I'm uploading pictures right now. my daddy found the plug thingyy.. yay.

anyway. i was listening to the radio just now when they played the trouble with love is by kelly clarkson. i mean. i've listened to the song a million and one times but i've never ever listened to it in that kinda way. you know. like when a song really has an impact on you? i dunno. it kinda relates to the way i'm feeling right now. In a way.

Love can be a many splendored thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sale and fairy tales
It'll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind,
It'll fool ya every time

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all

Now I was once a fool, it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world's a deeper blue
I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too
I swore I'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name

(The trouble with) The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all

Every time I turn around
I think I've got it all figured out
My heart keeps callin' and I keep on fallin'
Over and over again
The sad story always ends the same
Me standin' in the pourin' rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two

(The trouble with love is) The trouble with love, yeah
(It can tear you up inside) It can tear you up inside
(Make your heart believe a lie) Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride

(The trouble with love is)
It's in your heart
It's in your soul (doesn't care how fast you fall)
You won't get no control
(and you can't refuse the call)
See, you got no say at all

(The trouble with love is) Oh, yeah
(It can tear you up inside)
(Make your heart believe a lie)

[..*I think I think I'm in love ../*with you..*']

Life sucks.
Well it would if you were me.

I've got a note for you.
I'm thinking if I should pass it to you through her...
...or personally.

I can't concentrate in school, I can't concentrate during tuition, I can't concentrate at all. And it's all thanks to you that I can't think straight. Thanks alot.

Annoyed.

I hate him. I just fcuking hate him.